| - - - - - - thats it im done with this... i need help
heres something for you to look at if you dont give a shit about that up there
\\editt//
 keep this kid and his family in your prayers
i didnt know him but looked at his xanga a few times and hes committed suicide and id say that at least half of the xanga population has seen his xanga because i was looking through random sites and almost all of them had something about him in theirs and ive decided to let you all know about him and please think about him next time you think cutting is a joke or a cry for attention
RIP wes..... hopefully hes in a better place now and hes happy because anyone that suffered enough to do that deserves to be in eternal happiness |
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| hey yeah people are over and im dying and they locked me outta my room and my mom said theyre cleaning it and i like my room messy but whatever theyre trying to be nice thats all that counts i guess ok im gonna go die now |
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well im glad i was happy for one full day because its all fucking gone
i hate this house its not my home i want my room at home at least if i was home id be going to holy name with all my friends but no because nothing ever goes right so i have to go to fucking oley an theres nothing i can do about it i hate this house so fucking much moving here has ruined my life and i hate it i didnt wanna move here in the first place but because im just a fucking kid my parents could gove two shits where i go to school and whether im happy or not as long as theyre fucking dandy thats all that matters i hate them its their fault im here and its their fault ill never see my friends again and they dont care so i hate them for all of this they knew i didnt wanna move at all so they bought the house that was the furthest away from everything and the one that would hurt me the most i despise them and i never want to talk to them or see them again i wish this house would burn down so id never have to look at it or live in it again i fucking hate it here and i hate my life i wish everything was how it used to be when i was happy and knew where i was going for high school and knew that id be with my friends but i guess its too much to ask to be happy because God obviously hates me and i dont really blame him since im pretty much a waste of his time nothing ever goes right and everything turns out bad and i fucking hate life and i dont care if im complaining if you dont like it dont read it because i need to vent so get the fuck off my site if you dont wanna read this and think that im an annoying person... no one asked you to come
well i think i got everything out i wanted and as for bowling tonight i dno if im ready to be around people yet
editt
forget that last thought.. its the people that are getting me through this
i love you guys |
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